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一秒也好

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 13:48:34 GMT

我關上了門最後一次聽你說我們
熟悉變陌生把我往記憶裡扔
我應該習慣你離去的眼神才能讓失去你變得更完整
窗外的街燈还在努力掩飾著早晨
我的嘆息成全了整夜的苦悶
我該努力習慣這樣的氣氛才發現失去了愛不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要繼續在乎只會讓你想逃
我不相信這全是種煎熬原来離去是那麼難預料
早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待換不到你擁抱
只好讓回憶短暫的炫耀原来任性對彼此都不好

清晨的街燈翻開了城市中的心門
我的等待成全了整夜的苦悶
RUN AWAY 在你的回憶裡狂奔才發現失去了愛不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要繼續在乎只會讓你想逃
我不相信這全是種煎熬原来離去是那麼難預料
早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待換不到你擁抱
只好讓回憶短暫的炫耀原来任性對彼此都不好

多想再一次緊緊的擁抱就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要

我知道我的一切你已不想要繼續在乎只會讓你想逃
我不相信這全是種煎熬原来離去是那麼難預料
早已看穿没有我想要的好我的等待換不到你擁抱
只好讓回憶短暫的炫耀原来任性對彼此都不好
讓回憶繼續反覆炫耀原来失去對彼此都不好

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:31:42 GMT

"The Relationship that solves your problems is the relationship with Yourself*..
your wholeness comes from You.
your strength comes from You.
Once you have that, then you can have the rest, but the rest is a Luxury." - Diane von Furstenber

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 15:41:03 GMT

*Out of sight doesn't mean out of mind*

Friday, August 14, 2009

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 13:47:20 GMT

ich vermisse dich und ich liebe dich auch

Friday, July 31, 2009

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 16:22:42 GMT

c'est presque la fin

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 02:19:18 GMT

the most important decision has been made up!!!

it's gonna be a turning point in my life!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 05:25:12 GMT

congratulationssss to both Chiquita Chan and my best friend ever Quin Siu!!! You two have told me exactly the same news to me at the same day!!! I'm really happy for you two - it's always nice to see my friends get their Mr Right till the end!!! yay, my dear Quin babe, I DO promise you! I'll be definitely there and I'm gonna be your bridesmaid!!! we'd rockkkkkk on your last night of being single!!! and Chiquita babe, I'll try to meet you up in NYC next weekend so that we can have hang out around (I'm sure we're gonna do some crazy shopping for your marriage ceremony) as well as having our endless girls' talk!!!

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well i cant believe 8 weeks is almost gone!

everything is meaningful and has left me a lot of memory as well as experience...

thanks, God! it's awesome meeting every of you, especially people on the floor: Benedict Huemer, Clio Hui San Hsu, Harry Schley, Kazuki Maeda, Laurel Gabard-Durnam, Martin Lam, Min-Sung Sean Kim, Philipp Moritz Rottwilm, Sandra Segura Fernández!!! thanks to all of you about everything you've done for me, and i've been so moved about the surprising birthday party =] yay, i was crying on that... and also especially thank you to my coursemates in the Risk Management class, e.g. David Sloth Pedersen, Djamal Marcel Adib, Jan Jelovsek, Manas Adhikari! You guys always helped me a lot with the course! David, I'd like to say a big thanks to ya as you've really given me a hand on the presentation, you just received my ball on time - always showed up while i got into trouble and couldn't speak properly.

anyways, i'm pretty sure it's been an unforgettable summer for me♥

upcoming schedule:
4th - 8th August: Boston, NYC, Washington DC & Seattle (tbc)
8th - 13th August: Las Vegas (San Diego, Los Angeles, etc.)
13th - 16th August: San Francisco

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 00:02:56 GMT

Case: Ontario Teachers' Pension Plan Board: VaR, B, 9A96B056
Case: First American Bank: Credit Default Swaps, C, 9-203-033
Case: Collateralised Loan Obligations and the Bistro Trust, C, 9-299-016

Presentation: Long Term Mismanagement: JM & Arb Boys

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 14:03:51 GMT

50hrs 3,000 mins 1.80e+5 secs *wonderland*

.♥.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 01:45:33 GMT

想不起　怎麼會病到不分好歹
連受苦都甜美
我每日捱著　不睬不理
但卻捱不死　又去癡纏你
難道終此一生
都要這麼　不可爭一口氣

很謙卑　只不過是我太過愛你
連自尊都忘記
跌到極麻木　只好相信
又再爬得起　就會有轉機
若我不懂憎你　如何離別你
亦怕不會飛＊

由這一分鐘開始計起　春風秋雨間
限我對你以半年時間　慢慢的心淡
付清　賬單
平靜的對你熱度退減

一天一點傷心過　這一百數十晚
大概也夠我　送我來回地獄又折返人間
春天分手　秋天會習慣
苦沖開了便淡

說甚麼再平反
只怕被迫一起更礙眼
往後這半年間
只愛自己　雖說不太習慣
畢竟有限　就當　過關